It’s impossible to regret sober time. A year, six months, a week. Nobody thinks back and says geez I wish I spent that time drinking or getting high. After a relapse you realise how valuable that time is. You wish it back so bad. I don’t think I’ve ever valued my sober time as much as post relapse. Sometimes you have to think about the bigger picture. Not your relapses but how much clean time you’ve built. You don’t reset, you add time. More time.